Silence and Turbulence

Magnificient is silence
amidst all this turbulence
the silence within your heart
Its beauty can render you apart

Silence amidst all the noises
when peace is one of your choices
hundred thousand watts around you blaring
and you merely stroll or think not hearing

Heart feels as if it is about to burst
Yet you enjoy the moment and do rest
Loneliness is so and so beautiful
I hated it then, now I embrace it afull.

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Loneliness and silence , my companions so beautiful.
To think I wrote a poem about my agony then.
Well, that was then, this is now.
I am just feel numb like in a dream. but i enjoy being numb.
just attending classes , doing things alone...
am not calling anyone much, occasional calls to my friends
in UMN and boston.rare calls to family.


This is peace for the moment.
hopefully, this is not calm before the storm nor the
eye of the storm before all hell breaks loose.